Things that you should know about me


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It isn’t that important actually but I figure you guys might want to know a little bit about myself. Some of you might already know what type of person I am , but most of you don’t know me at all. So here’s the list that I’ve made, let’s check it out ya!


1. I have  low self-esteem.
Yes, people the Akmal Hakim @ Popo that you know is actually have lowwww self estem. This is probably surprised some people because due to my ‘strong’ and ‘confident’ exterior. Hey, don’t judge the book by it’s cover. I’m actually always feel insecure about everything. However, I don’t let my self confidence to ruin or affect my daily life. For me life has to be going no matter what, unless if you dead of course.

2.   I’m a pervert.
I think everybody already know about it, don’t need to explain.

3.   Once I like thing, I’m going to stick with it.
Yeah, I’m a loyal-type-of-person. When the moment I like song, food, place to hangout, I’m going to do the same thing everyday. It might sound boring to all of you, but I am very particular and consistent when it comes to something that I like. I don’t like to change thing that work well for me, I find it time consuming.

4.   I’m only can concerntrate about 5 minutes.
It’s hard for me to focus more than 5 minutes. No matter what I do, I will find another way to distract myself. This is the reason why I hate to go to cinema, I don’t like to watch entire movie without stopping or skipping some parts. Not only that it’s hard for me to receive and understand instruction, not because I’m stupid but it’s hard for me to focus when listening to people. I think I have Dyslexia... hmmm....

5. I have a romantic feeling.
It kinda embarrassing to tell you all about this, but since I was 7 years old, I have already had some romantic fantasy with girl. I’m not talking about the pervert one, but actually the ‘tangkap leleh’ and ‘jiwang karat’ versions. People only know about my pervert side, but they don’t know about this one. Finally, I reveal my dirty little secret.*Shy

Okay I think this list will give you some hint or clue about myself ( Actually I have more but I’m too lazy to type it). See you again and wish me luck for my final exam. Adios...

Psychotic Mood Shift (PMS)


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These last couple days I feel like a woman having PMS, I have dramatic mood change for no reason. Sometimes, I feel happy then I feel sad, okay again and this condition goes on and on. I can’t explain why this is happening, if I know the answer for this question I will not be going to waste my time writing this nonsensical and rambling blog post. This is how I express myself, I don’t like to conceal my problem from others, I like to share my story and hardship. Frankly speaking I don’t give a damn, if nobody listen or care with what I am saying, what you have to do is to shut the fuck up and listen to me. Simple and easy.

Back to the feeling that I have these couple days, I feel that loneliness is probably the factor that contributes to this situation (I figured it out while writing this post). I am 22 years old this year, but I still don’t have a girlfriend. Guys at my age probably have already had 2-3 girlfriends from previous and current relationship. I do envy those guys. I hate when people write, ‘Single is better, couple is trouble’. I’m fucking hate it, deep from bottom of my heart.  Why you guys have to shatter my beautiful fantasy about love with that unnecessary quote? Can you all just shut the fuck up! That’s the most hypocrite quotation I have ever heard, I can guarrantee you, that those motherfuckers who said that word will not stay single for long after their break up but still they have the guts to say those word.

I may look like someone who doesn’t give a fuck about love and all those lovey-dovey stuffs, but actually I do. In fact, I think about it all the time. Don’t judge the book from its cover, deep inside this fat fuck’s mind (me) actually still have room for love. I’m just have to wait and see what life has to offer me. I don’t have any specific characteristics that I look for a girlfriend because I believe, no matter how well we plan for a thing, it has the probability to go wrong. Trust me, I know!

So, what I’m trying to say is, if there’s a girl out there like me just tell me, you can add my personal Facebook..... LOL :P

That’s a bit desperate.....
Okay, I don’t have anything to say, so hasta la vista and adios.

P/S: I notice that there are many visitors come from US and Europe, just want to say sorry for my bad English J

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